this is probably gonna be a weird one.
i wa just lying in bed thinking about my friend torben whos in india at the moment and i thought about how much i would love to know more about how hes doing there. not because he doesnt write me any emails but i always feel that i dont get the info that id really like to know. do you follow me? i want to know about his experience of going to india. how does it feel for a person to be there for the first time. what goes through his head when hes alone in his hotelroom in the night.
and i know that i have thought this before about other people. so i wonder if its just me or if people also go around and want to know more about how their friends/close ones feel. you know when youve just had an epiphany or other kind of nice experience of some kind and you tell someone about it and they just go, yes ok(more or less) and you feel like they dont understand you at all.
on the other hand i remember now that i have been like that to my brother many times. maybe its just hard to relate to other peoples epiphanies. one goes and does ones thing and then when people come to you, you dont know what to say and maybe it doesnt even sound interresting to you in that moment. shit.
so….
i guess id still like to be able to share personal things with more people. im thinking personal philosophies, hardships and the dealings wiht them. epiphanies ! (i get to use this word a lot in this one) and i guess thats because its what i think about a lot. the ways of life.
ill be blogging more about those. i can feel it. so how do you feel?